yup.

Ok, so, i woke up this morning thinking about life and all that jazz, and wondered, is it normal to be able to imagine yourself in the future. Im talking about your future life, seeing yourself with a big house and fancy car, possibly this wonderful dream job everyone's always talking about and of course how ever many kids you decide to pop out running around your feet. Is it normal to think like this? Because i don't. I have never been able to imagine my future. Im guessing this is probably because i don't really want one. Sad i know, but i have always been like this, i have never really wanted a future and from quite a young age i have been able to imagine only one thing in my future. Me killing myself, and i most likely will one day. Its ok, its something i have come to terms with. Yeah, its depression, the thing that no one ever seems to want to talk about or hear about. That subject that people are generally a little unsure about. Everyone thinks they know everything because they were sad once, or maybe their best friends cousins friend had it too, obviously makes them an expert... Seriously thats just annoying! But no dont worry i'm not writing about that because as i said, no one wants to talk about it (thats me) or hear about it (thats you). I'm just going to keep coming back and write about whatever.
Anyway, thats enough for now.
Cats.